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happy valentines (sp?) day everyone (even though its not valentines day yet)

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clickly on the link wether my friend or not your invited! ^.^

dad hasnt fixed the comp he tried to fix it so nothing would be deleted but my dad sees no other way round it so I wont have the net at frist when its fixed this also means yahoo IM but I'll download that again so I can talk to everyone.

If u love sum1 read 09:22:55 PM PST BECAUSE YOU OPENED THIS YOU NOW HAVE INCREDIBLY GOOD LUCK THIS MONTH!!! YOU WILL GET A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND OR IF YOU HAVE ONE YOU WILL GET KISSED AND BE TOLD THAT THEY LOVE YOU!!! YOU HAVE TO READ THIS WHOLE THING AND DONT SKIP ANYTHING OR YOU WILL HAVE THE WORST LUCK!! GOOD LUCK!

Boy: baby we need to talk

Girl: kyle, wat do u mean?

Boy: sumthin has come up...

Girl: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad?

Boy: i dont want to hurt u baby

Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much

Boy: baby are you there??

Girl: yea im here wut is so important??

Boy: im not sure if i should say

Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me.

Boy: im leaving....

Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me, i love you

Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away

Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here.

Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding skool far away.

Girl: i cant believe this. [FATHER: (picks up tha other fone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you about talking to boys?!!!!!....Get off the d*** fone!! (And hangs up)]

Boy: wow ur father sounds really mad

Girl: u know how he gets, but anywayz i dont want you to go

Boy: would you run away with me?

Girl: baby, u know i would, i would do anything for u, but i cant... U dont know wut would happen if i did. My dad would kill me !!

Boy: *sad* its ok i understand i guess..

Girl: *thinking* i cant believe wuts going on

Boy: i need to give u sumthing 2nite b/c i am leaving on flight 1-80 in tha morning, so i need to see you now.

Girl: ok i will sneak out & meet u at tha park

Boy: ok ill meet u there in 20min [They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives her a note.]

Boy: here u go, this is for you i gotta go.

Girl: *tear* (begins to cry)

Boy: baby dont cry, u know i love you...but i have 2 go

Girl: ok (begins to walk away) [They both go back home. And erika begins to read tha letter he gave her]

It says..... Erika, U probably already know that im leaving, i knew this would be better if i wrote a letter explaining tha truth about how much i care about you. The truth is, is that i never loved you, i hated you so much, u are my b**** and dont u ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, n be around u. U really have no clue how much i hate you. Now that im leaving i thought u should know that i hate you b****, u never did tha right thing, and u were never there. I didnt think i could hate someone as much as i hate you. And i never want to see you, for the rest of my life, i will never miss kissing you like before, i never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and thats a promise. U never had my love, and i want you to remember that. B**** u keep this letter bcuz this may be tha last thing u have from me. I hate you so much. i will not talk to you soon b****.... Goodbye - Kyle [ erika begins to cry, she throws tha paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]

....A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely.... Then she gets a fone call....
Friend: how are u feeling? Girl: i just cant believe this happend i thought he loved me.
Friend: o, about that. Kyle left me a msg. A few days ago. He told me to tell u to look in ur jacket pocket or something...
Girl: ummm ok [She finds a piece of paper in tha jacket, It says...] Baby i hope u find this before u read my letter. I knew ur dad might read it, so i switched a few words... Hate = Love Never = Alwayz B**** = Baby Will not= will ........ I hope u didnt take that seriously because i love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats y i wanted u to run away with me... -Kyle] Girl: omg its a letter, Kyle does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I cant believe how stupid I am!!
Friend: lol ok but i g2g... Call me later
Girl: *happy*ok bye, i'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me !! ...... Erika turns tha T.V. on...... [Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for Survivors...This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80...it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." Reporter says. [ she turns off the tv....3 days later, she kills herself, because of tha fact that Kyle was dead & she had nothing to Live for... ] ....A day after that the fone rings. Nobody answers. It was Kyle, he called to leave a msg. "Its Kyle, i guess ur not home so, I called 2 let u know that im alive, i missed my flight b/c i had 2 see u one last time. So i hope ur not worried. I am staying for good. Sorry if u got scared, i promise 2 make it up 2 u everything will be a be ok i love you so much...call me asap bye! **~~NOW MAKE A WISH ABOUT SOMEONE YOU LOVE~~** > >> >>> >>>> >>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>>**WISH** >>>>>> >>>>> >>>> >>> >> > * * * > >> >>> >>>> >>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>>**WISH** >>>>>> >>>>> >>>> >>> >> > * * * > >> >>> >>>> >>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>>**WISH** >>>>>> >>>>> >>>> >>> >> > * * * > >> >>> >>>> >>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>>**WISH** >>>>>> >>>>> >>>> >>> >> > * * * > >> >>> >>>> >>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>>**WISH** >>>>>> >>>>> >>>> >>> >> > * * * > >> >>> >>>> >>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>>**WISH** >>>>>> >>>>> >>>> >>> >> > * * * > >> >>> >>>> >>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>>**WISH** >>>>>> >>>>> >>>> >>> >> > * * * > >> >>> >>>> >>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>>**WISH** >>>>>> >>>>> >>>> >>> >> > * * * > >> >>> >>>> >>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>>**WISH** >>>>>> >>>>> >>>> >>> >> > * * * > >> >>> >>>> >>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>>**WISH** >>>>>> >>>>> >>>> >>> >> > * * * > >> >>> >>>> >>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>>**WISH** >>>>>> >>>>> >>>> >>> >> > * * * > >> >>> >>>> >>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>>**WISH** >>>>>> >>>>> >>>> >>> >> > * * * *******SSSTTTTTOOOOPPP******* NOW IF YOU REPOST THIS IN 276 SECONDS your wish will come true and you will get good incredibly good luck When you repost this repost saying "IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE READ!"

I was reading David's journal on dA and this was in it, i t agree with it! Its like the most true thing.... Please repost if you agree!!

I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... because it's our fault, guys I mean YOU. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, big boobs, round booty, long legs, sexy lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be one as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. Girls prefer being called beautiful instead of hott or sexy. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our... deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fufill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say nice things about them not to flatter them in hopes that you'll get some, but because you know they like to hear them. In short... we need to grow up and stop acting like freakin retarded little boys.

girls who agree repost.
and to the few guys who have balls and agree repost this

To every girl that dresses cute not skanky


To every girl who wants to be called beautiful not hot.


To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you.


To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose the whore instead.


To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend.


To every girl who would just like once to be treated like a princess.


To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak.


To every girl that wont get down on her knees and open her mouth just to get a boyfriend.


To every girl that just wants to hold hands.


To every girl that kisses him with meaning.


To every girl who just wishes he cared more.


To every girl who would just once want a guy to give their jacket up when they are cold.

To every girl who just wants him to call.


To every girl who lies awake at night thinking about him.


To every girl that just wants to cuddle.


To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart Out There again because she has been HURT tooo many times or so badly.


To every girl who shows how much she cares and gets nothing back.


To every girl that thought maybe this could be the one and instead got her heart ripped out.


To every girl that believes in her dreams.


To every girl that would do anything so she could achieve those dreams.


To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff when she actually doesnt think it is funny.


To every girl who is just looking for that one and only and is having a rough time along the way.


To every girl that has been cheated on because shes not a whore who gives it up to any guy.


To every girl that doesnt want a guy who just plays with her emotions but actually cares about how she feels.


To every girl that fell for all the lies only to find themselves alone in the end.


To every girl that gave her heart away to have it shoved back in her face.

...this one's for you.
And REMEMBER girls... a lot of these apply to the guys too. For as many despicable men there are out there... there's a woman just as bad.

repost PLEAZE!
Everyone is special in their own way
We make each other strong
We're not the same
We're different in a good way
Together's where we belong

Yeah SO libby my step sis who is 11 is starting to talk to my online friends and wanted to roleplay with Isa using THE SEXAUL COW!!! what is a sexaul cow you ask? It is a cow that enjoys a lot and a lot of sex. a lot of humping and nakeness yeah you get the idea!!! It is also a cow thats trys to fuck ppl!!!!!

*sees isa grab a gun and aim it at the cow* its Isa VS the sexaul cow!!!! who will win!! !who!!! find out next time on Foxys werid random news thing!!!!!


(yes I know this journal is public this is the only journal that I will make public well maybe some of the other foxy news to...)

I wish my Ichigo friend doesnt feel like stabbing herself

I wish Juila was eating right

I wish Juila lived here so I could get my mum to feed her up

okay I feel a bit better then this morning...calmed down a lot lol.

walked the dog. helped mum with the shopping.

played on my DS and talk to people on yahoo IM.


and thats it really lol didnt do much today


well see ya later

~Sarah

1. Do you like animals? - hell yes!
2. Have you ever met an online friend in person?- Yep :)
3. Are you athletic? - err I forgot what that word means ^^;
4. Are you: thin, fat, athleticlly built etc: - uhh...well...i think im fat but most people say im not
5. How much do you weigh? - okays one its rude to ask a girl her weigh (last time I checked) and two I dont even know.
6. What's your height? 5 something
7. Shoe size? - sometimes 6 somtimes 5
8. Girls- are you tomboyish, girly, normal, etc? - I'd say inbetween both of them..
9. Guys- Are you girly, or guyish? - uh....if i were a guy...i'd say something!
10. How old are you? - 14
11. When's your birthday? - 3rd March
12. Do you like to receive giftart? - yes yes!
13. Are you sociable? - oh yes!
14. Do you have many friends? - well this would count both online and offline so yeah ^^; most ppl hate me offline though >> oh well
15. What's your race? - um I'm white if thats what you mean...
16. Do you like to talk on the phone?- not really since its always someone trying to sell us something we have when we pick up the phone...
17. Are you single or taken?- single....
18. Do you eat meat?- yep
19. Are you paranoid?- can be ^^;
20. Do you read a lot?- I read but not a lot...
21. Do you listen to music, what kind?- oh yeah lots of stuff
22. Do you play any instruments?- yep the guitar in my house :)
23. How long have you been drawing? from forever ago!
24.Whats the meaning of life? - I dont know ask God o0
25. Now tag five of your friends! They MUST take this quiz and post it in their journal!

meh they can do this if they want I'm not forcing anyone...

two random ppl knocked on the door and gave me this book that says all suffering SOON TO END


and inside its about god 0o

it says that god is going to turn this place into heaven o0

it says that he's gonna bring the dead back to life 0o

and that we're all gonna live forever in happiness

and its saying death will be no more 0o

then it starts talking about murder o_o

and then someone randomly called me and started yelling at me asking if people in my famliy have mobile phones 0_o

well I got bored so I married some anime charcters well not in real life but meh.

here they are :) favourite charcters or well some of them lol.









yesh I married spyro hahaha XD Elora please dont kill me! XD













if anyone is wondering if I would marry any of these if they really were alive the answer is 'no' ^^

well today it RAINED! and there is no longer a heatwave! YAY! My god... I swear if it went any hotter then its been for any longer I would have died...

wirting chapter 4 to that fanfic I was wirting.

I sent an email to Bill last night he hasnt replied yet hmm hope he's doing okay. Afterall I might not ever see him again in real life. Nan is taking him back and dad well I think he pretty much hates bill and nobody else would know w here he is...

I really didnt want to ask "hey nan can I go and vist bill?" because I thought she might get upset or something. Bill and My nan went out for 21 years. So yeah but she's made up her mind she's not taking him back and he has only just expected that fact...

anyway back today. David and Katrina are going back out. Kat is still in love with David so she told David she wanted to give it another go...and david being david said he'd give it another go...

This was after David tried to push me and Katrina away agian. -_-

helped mum with the shopping then washed up for her.

and I dont know why but today I keep singing 0_o i've been singing since when I woke up 6am til now...I'm singing right now at this very moment. lol.


I've got some cuts on my legs and I dont know how they got there...I didnt do them myself but they kinda look like I have...I've got some on my knees to...

I had two horrible nightmares last night.

I dreamt that my art teacher raped me...this happened in both of the nightmares. The first one was in black and white but not all of it. Her eyes were blue then they turned red then she attacked me and I got raped my blood was on the floor...This was in her classroom...

Then the next one was all black and white. I was just walking in the hall way when my art teacher fucking grabbed me pinned me to the floor in the girls toliets and locked the door then attacked and raped me. Again blood was on the floor...

After that I REALLY didnt want to sleep but I knew I had to otherwise mum would yell so I got scared thinking the art teacher might have somehow gotten in my house in th end I had to put the lamp on otherwise I wasnt going to sleep...

and for some reason I'm even more scared of my art teacher >> I will just do what I have been doing and not ever be alone with that women I always take a guy with me or a really strong girl when I have to go somewhere with that women...

hopefully all that was dream and wont ever fucking happen to me in real life.

it reminds me of the time I dreamt me and my sis got stabbed in the back with a chainsaw.

also reminds me about the time I had another black and white dream. I was walking to school then when some random dude was robbing someone so I started running so I could call the cops but he saw me running and he grabbed me and shot me in the head...

He killed the girl he was robbed and left her kids crying there eyes out...

nice dreams I have now huh?

this person being David. well I told him I actaully have no idea if he loves me more then a sis when he asked me that and then he asked me if I loved him more then a bro and I told him no. and then he was like "Oh..." and then he seemed all sad all of a sudden.

Well also today he said that I'm amazing and perfect coz I told him I think I'm second best to my dad and the 4 other girls...

and for some reason he kissed me I pushed him back (I'm not ready) and well here take a look for yourselfs.

foxes_kick_ass: I love pasta
fox190sly: me too
foxes_kick_ass: ^^
fox190sly: opo;
fox190sly: *kisses her on teh lips*
foxes_kick_ass: *push back* I'm not ready david...
fox190sly: oh...um...heh...err...*takes a few steps back*
foxes_kick_ass: *sighs* its okay
foxes_kick_ass: can I ask you something though?
foxes_kick_ass: why did you kiss me?
fox190sly: i don't know...
fox190sly: i just ...i don't know...
foxes_kick_ass: *sighs* its okay *hugs*
fox190sly: *hugs back*...i guess, i just...wanted to or osmething, i don;t know...

So yeah that was the start of the convo and then it seemed we put that part behind us.


I dont know I know Sawsi wants me to move on and I do LIKE david as a friend and I could probably date him but I'm not ready for this yet...

I dont know...

oh well can somebody help me? I know there's something wrong with him I can sense it...

ok well I dont think anyone ever reads this journal anymore but oh well what the heck I'll update.

Played the guitar yesh there is NOW a guitar in this house!

wacthed lots of flims at school.

wacthed DodgeBall in English thats a funny flim lol. and then I wacthed Scary Movie 3.


breaking up from school tommorow yay!

Oh yeah and I'm going out with the guys so I dont know when I'll be back or what time I'll be online.

who knows maybe its just what I need right now...

uploaded some more Kannazuki No Miko icons on greatestjournal.

made another Kannazuki No Miko desktop. God I'm obsessed lol.

I have a few cuts on my leg and I have no cule where the hell they came from...I hope my dad doesnt see them he'd think I did it I mean it does kinda look like I did it myself...

I cant believe I'll be in year10 soon...in 2 years time I'll have the prom wether or not I'll take someone I have no idea...who knows what the future holds? lol.

well later everyone

Sarah

alright I was in a lot of pain this morning but the days events manged to make me feel better. I dont want to talk about what I found out this morning I'll probably end up crying if I talk about it...

some random boy wants me dead dunno why...never met him before. I didnt stick up for myself because I was too sad to, to be honest when I'm too sad I dont defend myself I just stay queit and not do anything about it...

two girls had a big go at him though. never met thoses girls before either.

I didnt want peeps to worry about me at school or ask me whats wrong so I just tried to pretend everything was okay... I wasnt sure if Scala was worried or not when she saw me so I just acted like I was happy and said "I am queen of the boxes!!!" while doing a stupid dance thingy which made Scala laugh and confuse Jan-Jan.

Nelson didnt notice anything was wrong so I had no probs there.

Eoin made me feel a little bit better when I had swimming. I dunno if he knew if something was wrong or not. I just gald he cheered me up a little. we ended up playing follyball (sp?) in the pool and omg Eoin jumped on Matin to get the ball and Matins boxers fell down XD i didnt see anything because I was err at the side not at the foint and my eyes wouldnt wonder downs anywayz because I hate mens dick's. -_- Oh god I'm reminding myself when I told David I hate guys dick's he went something like this "Well what do you want me to do?! Chop it off?!" lol.

I wonder where that boy is... hopefully he's still alive.

Clest made me laugh at lunch time and then I made her brust out laughing.

thanks to Clest I manged to eat something. I didnt eat a lot but at least I had something I was thinking of skipping lunch today...one day wouldnt do anyone any harm...one meal wouldnt have hurt anybody...

I've just had dinner but I didnt eat a lot I still feel a little down but I'm better then what I was. I'll probably feel much better tommrow morning.

Whenever I think about what I found out this morning I get sad and upset (and jeagos of someone lol) but when I dont I'm fine. So I'm trying not to think about it..I guess I really shouldnt have put it down because its now making me think about it ugh...I need something to take my mind off it...

um I know Lauren is still upste about Kinnie god that women is obsessed! I would understand if it was a person! but its not! ITS A DRINK! a very nice drink but come on you dont cry when you ran out...She also was sad because her mum threw out her the can she was hidding under her pillow. next thing you know she's gonna start making out with it..

I told her in one of my lessions about Nelson and joklying running after a pigion saying "Mummy!" lauren just said he needs help. lol

lauren did make me laugh though.

heh I feel better now ^_^

talking to david's gf Inchigo seems she had a midnight snack on her hoilday and her snack was pizza...

I've degarted (sp?) the house with the little dragons. ^^ I still wanna give that dragon which says "I LOVE YOU" to sawsi though..

I've put some of the dragons in the living room the kicten planning on putting one on the bathroom and then my bedroom only room I wont put them in is mums room ^^"

I've got a few in the computer/dinner room as well. One of them is on top of my computer it says "Email me"

Ian laughed today because I looked like I was gonna faint. -_-

another person fainted at school today.

mum annoyed me on purpose.urgh I really dont know why but when she waxes my legs and then pinchs my butt and goes "soo cute" it annoys me. -_- I yelled mum and told her to stop it she was like "I knew that would annoy her" to her bf. why does she do it all the time whenever she can to annoy me?!


this is stupid theres nothing specail about my ass why the fuck do ppl keep touching the thing? 0_0 in crowds and stuff its been grabbed before. on hoilday I tried to stop one of my step sisters from doing it only to fail (its pretty hard when ur in a swimming pool though) -_- Ian has spanked my ass before. -_-

I keep yawning I'm so sleepy its taken a long time to write this thing *yawns*

I'm gonna go now see ya

Sarahxxx

You know how I used to bring myself down a lot when mum dissed me? It no longer effects me. Iike I relaize every time she's said I'm worthless and stuff like that isnt ture. and believe it or not but I'm actaully happy being me now. Like I know nothing wrong with me. maybe I am a little bit of a freak because of my eyes (they go crosswards sometimes) but hey thats nothing I can help now is it? If I tried to sort them out now I might end up blind so I think its best for me to remain the way I am eye wise.

I still think I can be a bitch when I'm on my peroid but apart from that I'm happy being myself because I'm not a bad person. I may not be the greatest out there but I'm still a good person and I act myself.

just because I dont like makeup doesnt make me a freak. I dont need makeup anyway. Its my choice wether or not I want to wear it. I still think I look ugly but thats just me at least my gf disagrees and thinks i'm pretty. Thats good enough for me.

I know I'm not perfect I do have my flaws but hey I'm still me at the end of the day and at the end of the day I'm still loved by the wonderful Sawsi. ^^

some ppl will only be mean to u because they envy u for some thing so they'll make horrible lies about u to bring u down. Like my sister when she was my age got picked on by a girl shorter then her because she wanted to be as tall as her!

and this was a stupid tempment to bring me down or make me mad called me a slut. this happened at school a year ago when I was in the cage. By some random girls outside who I've never seen before.

the only reason I think they called me that was because I was near a lot of guys but I just told them that they shouldn't be talking... after that they walked away.

I was wearing black trousers while they were wearing skirts (I'm not saying skirts are what sluts wear btw) Riight I really do dress like a slut dont I? XD (I was being sacaist (sp?) there ppl I know I dont dress like a slut)

So in that case they enved me because I was around lots of guys.

when Ian said a while I was ugly it was because he thinks I'm not ugly and he thinks he's ugly (ok well he is but I never tell him anything about his looks)

some guy at school said my art sucked because I was a better drawer then him err this was ages ago to.

So remember when your living ur lives that if someone's mean to u its probably because they envy u because u have something they dont have or they have something u have (eg good looks but they think there ugly). Of course some ppl will still be nice when to you when they envy you.

Forget the horrible comments you get and always remember the good.

thats all I wanted to say.

~Sarahxxx

today was okay.

mum was yelling at me this morning for no reason same this afternoon really but it was nothing I couldnt handle.

wacthed Life Is Beautiful in English we've nearly finished it now. I nearly cried...

finished wirting a poem I started it off yesterday last night after seeing two friends argue on dA it goes like this
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Have you ever noticed?
That people come and go?
You make friends with them
There always they're for you
And you're always there for you
Then something happens
That makes you have a fall out
Sometimes there only gone
For a little while
Then they come back to you
Wanting to continue the friendship
Like nothing ever happened

Have you ever noticed?
That sometimes they're gone forever
And theirs nothing you can do about it

Have you ever noticed?
That in a moment everything can change

If you cried
She or he would always be there for you
And try to make things all right
If you did self harm
She or he would always be there
And if you needed a hug
They would hug you tight
When you needed advice
She or he would always be there to give it
And you the same for him or her

Have you ever noticed?
How friends can turn against each other
Saying that they were a worthless useless friend
When they both know deep down that isn't true at all
And the other one starts saying that you’re a two faced cow
And then they both start calling each other things
That they probably don’t even mean
Like Retard cunt bitch
I could go on and on
But if you think about it
If you meant what you were saying
Why would have been their friend in the first place?
If that’s what you thought about them
Only answer I could possibly think is
You wouldn’t
Why would you be friends with someone you hate?
The answer is you wouldn’t

Have you ever noticed?
How people how people sometimes wish
That if people didn’t have anything nice to say
They wouldn’t say anything
But yet a lot of people never do that themselves
Instead they say things that they would probably regret


Have you ever noticed?
How in a moment everything can change
Sometimes best friends turn into lovers
Then lovers to girlfriend and boyfriend
Then girlfriend and boyfriend to husband and wife
Or girlfriend and boyfriend to ex girlfriend and ex boyfriend
And then sometimes ex boyfriend and ex girlfriend to former friends

Have you ever noticed?
That in a moment
Everything changes
It's true
In a moment things change
Everyday changes happen
Emotions change
Moods change
Relationships change
People change
Weather change
I could go on and on
With these changes that happen everyday or almost everyday

This poem isn't for anyone
But you may just feel like this poem is for you
Maybe in away you can relate
Or maybe you can relate 100%
I don’t know
If anyone knows its you
Thanks for reading this poem
Even though it probably came out crap
-----

and thats all I worte ^^

last day of school tommorow! Friday is an inset day!

Libbie asked if I had a bf (shes always asking me this I keep telling her I'm not interested in one) I told her again and I also told her about this werid new fanboy I have who is by the way very creepy. I told Libby what he does and she agreed with me...

I saw Ambrose cuts and asked if they reopened because they looked very red and he told me they hadnt its just when he went over them in red pen it hasnt came out...

Libby found out that I had a cut and she wanted to see it so let her see it and the first thing she said when she saw it was 'Ouch!' Yeah it is ouchie alright. It hurt so much yesterday...For ppl who didnt read my last entry I didnt cut myself on purpose I just accdently cut myself near my pussy while shaving down there thats all...

Carla was pretty amusing in Maths everybody found her amusing today.

Lauren doesnt like being hugged anymore.

Me and Tim had an argument not really a bad one though. well he said he was fat so I told him he wasnt then I randomly said "I'm a bit fat though" and then he was like ur not fat!

this happened for awhile the fat arugment lol.


well dont know what else to say so bye byes

~Sarahxxxxxxx